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The tangled web we weave to hide
what we do not want to be real,
those feelings that we don’t know what to do with
the ones that end up shoved under the rug not to be thought of until
they pop up again.

Maybe they are there to force us to sort out
the thoughts in our mind that
we don’t want to face, but eventually will have to.
I realize in hindsight that this would have been easier to say
years ago
had I just opened my mouth to say it.
Then again
there is that tangled web to stare at me
to gawk at my lack of communication
and laugh at how stupid I was.

If I had only known xyz
that is the thing that plagues me
the “what ifs” that I can never resolve, but I guess time
has a way of erasing the regret
and easing the pain.

Time moves too slow
and it appears that the pain I feel
may never truly go
away… maybe that is my curse
the curse of shyness.
Of not being able to tell the one that I really love how I feel…
I was really bored and started writing and this is the results
I have decided to do an experiment and put some of my things from the folder "My PoV" up as premium content to see how that goes over (I'm not sure about pricing so please feel free to let me know if they are overpriced or conversely if you think I could get more for it)
Looking back their all so vague
the reasons that I
pushed you away.
The ache is real
and the pain runs deep
deeper than these meager words
could ever hope to reach.

As much as I try to hide it
suppress it
I cannot, it just won’t let me
forget what I have done
or how stupid I was.

They say time heals broken hearts
but just when I thought
I had let go of my heartache
something else hit me in the face.
I see you at school and
a whole new pain hits me
and all I want to do is cry, scream,
or even curse.
But all I can do is whimper and
fight back the flood because I
am too proud to let it flow

I don’t know if I’m redirecting my feelings,
or if there is really some truth about how I feel for you.
All I know is that this isn’t even half
of what I want to say
and it doesn’t even scratch the surface
of truly expressing how I feel
The Pain of Love
I know this is probably the most emo poem I've ever written. :sniff:
I guess this comes from seeing my ex today and realizing that, even though I broke up w/ him because I didn't have romantic feelings for him and had feelings for someone else... I now realize that I do and I fear I may be too late to salvage what I had w/ him.:stupidme:

Any advice is welcomed, I don't know what to do :slamhead:
  • Mood: Thrilled
  • Listening to: 2ne1
  • Reading: The Bloodhound Files
  • Eating: too much sugar
  • Drinking: Dr. Pepper
I ordered a new pair of glasses last week and yesterday was convinced that they had been lost in the mail. Well they came in today :jawdrop:. I love them they are absolutely beautiful. They are matte clear with gold detailing on the earpieces, awesome.

Granted the earpieces are a little long for me but that is a cheep fix and with the whole package (shipping, lenses and all) only costing me 149usd I would say I got a great deal :aww: here is a picture of them My New Glasses by imaginationqueen


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Arcee01 Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2014
happy easter
imaginationqueen Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
:aww: happy easter
Arcee01 Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2014
thank you
CharmedSerenity Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm on AIM every day if you want to talk.
millylove1098 Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday for next week!
imaginationqueen Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
:aww: thank you
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Rirock2000 Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2013
Thanks for the watch! ^^
imaginationqueen Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome :aww:
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